Okay. Okay, I have to do this. I have to make a confession. I’m addicted. I am. It eats into my budget, it stresses me out and it’s clearly not good for me. It’s starting to affect my school work and things just… just aren’t going too good. I’m sorry.
I’m addicted to shopping school material. Most prominently, pens. I… I just don’t know how it got this fucking bad! At first I saw some cute pencils, and I thought, why not? I needed them for school, it wasn’t like they were an impulsive shop! But then everything started getting out of hand. Pencils for kanji, pencils for hiragana, pencils for dictation. Pens. With different colored ink. Pencils in different colors for writing. Sharp-pencils in blue, green, purple, pink… 0,3 thickness. 0,5 thickness. 0,7 thickness. Just… so many different kinds. And oh god, then the memo pads, the decoration tape, the erasers and oh god the stickers… those fucking stickers. I… I don’t understand how it got this bad. How could it get this bad?! I needed those first sets of pencils but now, now it’s just a joke! It’s just an addiction! I didn’t need those cute pencils with cupcakes on them. I didn’t need them and yet I bought them! WHAT KIND OF MONSTER AM I?!
I can’t… I can’t even look at myself in the mirror anymore. This is not who I wanted to become. I’m a monster. A disgrace. An addict. I’m so sorry for the shame I bring upon my friends, my family and my teachers.
I was tagged by amoraresdevivir
If you could live in any fictional world, which would you pick?
Middle Earth. Easily.
How many books, on average, would you say you read each year?
Can you dance?
Not even a little.
Do you procrastinate a lot?
All the time.
If you could resurrect a dead famous person for a day and have lunch with them and talk, who would you pick?
I don’t know. Maybe Walt Disney?
Where do you go when you need to clear your mind?
How often do you hug someone/get hugged?
Not very often.
Do you have any role models? Who?
Shawnee Smith fer sure.
What’s your astrological sign, and does your personality match up with it?
Leo and oh god yes.
What is your favorite childhood memory (let’s say before age 10)?
I have none.
What was your first experience with death (of a family member, pet, etc.) like? How old were you?
I was 14 when my nan died. It sucked.
I’m not tagging anyone, nor am I making up any more questions, mainly because I cannot be bothered and I’m a boring jerk.